There's a lot of things I still haven't said. A lot of things that probably should be told. Not everything was the truth and half of it wasn't even told.
I don't want to know 75% of the people I am still in contact with. I thought graduating would have helped with loosing certain associations
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It's so easy being oblivious. Unaware of the days and getting in the way. Smoking alone on a wet broken bench in the middle of two possibilities. With a piece of shit phone in your hands making calls no one answers. Being in the middle and unaware. Knowing that the decisions you make will have so many more consequences then you think originally.
Sophie's dad gave me The Rise and Fall of the Third Reich to read. I don't think I'll ever actually read all of it. But then again, with nothing else to do I think I will
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