Yep...
Well first off, cuz I got tagged awhile back, but had no internet to see that I had... my seven quirky things...
1. I would genuinely rather my friends be happy then myself. If there was a sitution where I had to choose, it would be thier happiness and comfort every time.
2. I am usually the one listening to everyone's problems, even total strangers. I find it very very difficult to break down and talk to someone about the deeper stuff that is bothering me. I bottle all that up, and when I finally do break, it's like breaking Hoover Dam... (and yes, I KNOW that I can talk to almost any of you at anytime. It's just the actual getting me to talk thing that is difficult. My brain usually tells me to stop pittying myself and continue to be the rock for everyone else.)
3. I like to listen. I like to observe. Some think me stuck up, or full of myself sometimes, but you would be amazed all the things you learn by just listening to the conversations around you (and watching them), rather then adding to them.
4. At work, I can be obsessive about everything being perfectly put back. I will take an hour or more to fold a table of shirts just so. At home I am the total opposite, and most of the time could care less what the place looks like, as long as you can move around and it is not decaying or whatnot.
5. I love to cook, but hate cooking for just me. If I am the only one going to eat, I usually end up making "heat and eat" kind of meals, becuase cooking a good meal just to put most of it in the fridge is depressing.
6. I like to poke my friends. If they are close enough, I will just randomly reach out and jab them. I did this with a coworker once, and he jabbed back. We kept that up for a total of 2 and a half hours, over breaks and lunch calling draws when we had to go back to work. I won when his ADD kicked in. :D
7. I am very much a contact person. If I like you, I will hug you when we meet, hug you when we part, and will often make excuses to have some sort of physcial contact with you while we are together. The more I like a person, it seems, the more I am compelled to have some sort of contact with them. This is part of why I like giving shoulder rubs so much. There are some people that if I am around them long enough, my hands will practically itch just to make contact.
So there's that. I can tell it's almost my "favorite" time of the month. I am overly emotional and having mood swings. Things that would normally only irk me either have me close to tears, or with a "screw it" attitude. I can't bring myself to care about my school work this week. I will have to make it up, but that's okay.
Going to talk to the Garland store one day this week (3 accidents on 635, plus only going 8 miles in 30 minutes this morning kinda blew that plan for this morning.) Hopefully I can get transferred soon, and when we hear about the house (btw we put in an app for a really nice little house to rent) I can stop spending 200+ a month in gas.
I've had a lot on my mind lately. And I've been writing it down. It just kind of clears my head, and I don't have to worry about what I am saying to someone, if it is the wrong thing or whatnot. I have a lot of writings like that. Many of them letters to the people involved in whatever situation it is. Never meant to be sent, but it seems to help. Maybe I'll write some more today before going to bed, which I need to do soon if I am going to attempt to log onto my online class tonight at 7.
*huge hugs* Keep smiling yall.
1. I would genuinely rather my friends be happy then myself. If there was a sitution where I had to choose, it would be thier happiness and comfort every time.
2. I am usually the one listening to everyone's problems, even total strangers. I find it very very difficult to break down and talk to someone about the deeper stuff that is bothering me. I bottle all that up, and when I finally do break, it's like breaking Hoover Dam... (and yes, I KNOW that I can talk to almost any of you at anytime. It's just the actual getting me to talk thing that is difficult. My brain usually tells me to stop pittying myself and continue to be the rock for everyone else.)
3. I like to listen. I like to observe. Some think me stuck up, or full of myself sometimes, but you would be amazed all the things you learn by just listening to the conversations around you (and watching them), rather then adding to them.
4. At work, I can be obsessive about everything being perfectly put back. I will take an hour or more to fold a table of shirts just so. At home I am the total opposite, and most of the time could care less what the place looks like, as long as you can move around and it is not decaying or whatnot.
5. I love to cook, but hate cooking for just me. If I am the only one going to eat, I usually end up making "heat and eat" kind of meals, becuase cooking a good meal just to put most of it in the fridge is depressing.
6. I like to poke my friends. If they are close enough, I will just randomly reach out and jab them. I did this with a coworker once, and he jabbed back. We kept that up for a total of 2 and a half hours, over breaks and lunch calling draws when we had to go back to work. I won when his ADD kicked in. :D
7. I am very much a contact person. If I like you, I will hug you when we meet, hug you when we part, and will often make excuses to have some sort of physcial contact with you while we are together. The more I like a person, it seems, the more I am compelled to have some sort of contact with them. This is part of why I like giving shoulder rubs so much. There are some people that if I am around them long enough, my hands will practically itch just to make contact.
So there's that. I can tell it's almost my "favorite" time of the month. I am overly emotional and having mood swings. Things that would normally only irk me either have me close to tears, or with a "screw it" attitude. I can't bring myself to care about my school work this week. I will have to make it up, but that's okay.
Going to talk to the Garland store one day this week (3 accidents on 635, plus only going 8 miles in 30 minutes this morning kinda blew that plan for this morning.) Hopefully I can get transferred soon, and when we hear about the house (btw we put in an app for a really nice little house to rent) I can stop spending 200+ a month in gas.
I've had a lot on my mind lately. And I've been writing it down. It just kind of clears my head, and I don't have to worry about what I am saying to someone, if it is the wrong thing or whatnot. I have a lot of writings like that. Many of them letters to the people involved in whatever situation it is. Never meant to be sent, but it seems to help. Maybe I'll write some more today before going to bed, which I need to do soon if I am going to attempt to log onto my online class tonight at 7.
*huge hugs* Keep smiling yall.