Well, I'm home, and I'm going to do my best to be positive about that. The financial aid office at my old school is driving me up a tree. The lady is never in her office, and she completely misunderstood the message I left her. x__x Yes, I know how to access the FSA website! But that doesn't do me much good if I can't complete the online exit ( Read more... )

I was discouraged about the viability of my storyline idea, but last night I had a brief flash of inspiration while listen to Demon Days. xD Before, it felt like the whole thing was too confused and cluttered to work with. Now, it's not so bad. I'm actually a little bit excited to work on it. I won't be writing down the idea here, however, ( Read more... )

Part of growing up is learning how to pretend that you know what you're doing. 99% of the time I feel like an incompetent dolt on the inside, but if I'm able to project the image of a self-confident worker on the outside, people will probably be more likely to hire me. This is probably a painfully obvious fact that the rest of the world figured ( Read more... )

Thank you to those people who support me with their love and encouragement. Without you, I'd be a whole lot more neurotic than I am ( Read more... )

Hm, update. I'm not really into the whole clever, well-written introduction thing at 1am, so that will have to do.

I've been in Draper for the past few days visiting Aunt Mary Ruth and her children, and looking at colleges that aren't Hood. BYU has a wonderful wonderful animation program that I'd dearly love to get into. I'm not exactly Mormon ( Read more... )

Old country tunes! Rock on! xD I can't help but like Johnny Cash.

I decided to take a hiatus from my RP because it was causing me stress, and that kind of defeats the point of RPing. >__> Unfortunately, there's no one to blame for that situation but me and my slightly unstable mental state. It's nearly impossible to stop worrying. About ( Read more... )

Hmm. I've been back at home for a few days, and already that desperately discontent feeling is starting to come back. It possibly stems from being stuck inside without anyone to talk to on the weekdays. Everybody's gone at work or at school, but at the same time I'm strangely reluctant to get online. Mostly all I do is sleep. x___X Is this just ( Read more... )

All my finals are over, but I still might be stuck here for another day because of the rain. Since it's so quiet on campus, I've been pretending that I'm one of the last people on earth for the last little while. Shriner would have been my post-apocalyptic residence of choice, but four other people banded together and claimed it as their own. I ( Read more... )

My dreams have been rather violent lately. I was going to go into detail, but putting it down on paper somehow makes it sound like I've slipped a gear. =\ It's not violence as in "Good god, I wish I could do this to people." More like... there, all of my frustrations are condensed into an imaginary situation that can play itself out without real ( Read more... )