matt's coming back to work. things could get weird. but i seriously want to just start over, be friends ( Read more... )

*screams ( Read more... )

the cure rocked my socks.  screaming hurt my face, but i yelled anyway.  it made me want to be a ROCK STAR!!!!!  in front of a screaming crowd with incredible lights (i don't think i've seen a light show like that since i don't even know when) and playing an instrument and just rockin' out.  ahhh i'd love it.  first.... gotta learn to play an ( Read more... )

waiting for glynnis to get her SKINNY BUTT over here to pick me up so we can go see THE CURE!!!!!  god damn i'm excited.  haven't been to a concert since pretty girls make graves at the showbox.... that was what... the beginning of august?  yes.  it's been too long.

damn teeth.  and my semi-swollen face.  and the lovely discoloring and bruising ( Read more... )

first time in a while. the tears just ... poured down my face. a hot river of salt and pain. chapped lips and wet eyelashes. full blown sadness. i didn't feel any better afterwards, only worse because there was virtually nothing i could do except listen and later, hope.

be careful. i care more than you think.

people need to tune up their social skills.

it is NOT OKAY
to ditch someone
multiple times
in the same week.

you've gotta think about other people sometimes.. it isn't always about you.  you may have been brought up that way, but that isn't how it is once you get out in the real world.

*sigh*  so work today was tiring.  9 1/2 hours, baby!!  i ( Read more... )

so, it's finally started. it started this last weekend actually... people leaving for school. this is for real ( Read more... )

i cannot even describe this feeling of elation right now... i'm so - without worries. life has been SO good lately. i'm making major $$ for my next paycheck, a certain AWESOME person is going to cornish instead of tahoe for school (YAY), today was b-e-a-utiful (that was a bruce almighty reference for those of you who are not jim carrey fans), and ( Read more... )

"Two of the fairest stars in all the heaven ( Read more... )

*butterflies*

this is kind of exciting.