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[dutchairplanes]

I'm not sure how sad it is that, now matter how much I try to think about it, I can't remember if it was today when the sky was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen and I layed underneath it for 40 whole minutes, my eyes locked on where it meets the trees. I don't know if it was yesterday when I was nodding off on the drive home. I think so, yes

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[monologues]

sounds like you're trapped in a bell jar; i know how that one is sometimes.

[dutchairplanes]

I was never able to finish the book. I thought it was boring. How sad that you should know how I feel.

[monologues]

really? i enjoyed it; even if i'm not a huge fan of her poetry.

&who knows. perhaps i don't know how you feel at all.

[dutchairplanes]

Aw, that sucks. I thoguth she should have stuck to poetry, haha. But like I said, I was not able to finish it. It may have gotten a lot more intersting 2/3 of the way through.

I hope not.

[lostinstories]

I wish we were together.
Megan Claire is the only person I have and because I've lost so many friends this summer it just doesn't feel sufficient. But I love her. I love you too. We might go to Hawaii and Christmastime, in which case there'd be no chance of you visiting. But that's only a maybe. And you could always come some other time. You should, really. I think it would work. I think we would work.

I'm imbalanced and lonely too. I don't know. I don't know what to do with myself. And that causes problems.

Good luck. I'll call, I promise. I've been thinking of what to send you.

[dutchairplanes]

I love you, Laura. Call any time.