Comments | dutchess69: rounds 1,2 and 3

dutchess69

rounds 1,2 and 3

Jan 08, 2002 07:30

some people say life is a game, but who would create such a fucked up game. and who says i even want to play? i sit and wait for my turn to end and it doesn't. i can't deal w/ anything or anyone. i have officially stopped caring b/c whats the point. Eventually you lose everything thats ever meant something to you, its fate. i can't deal w/ ( Read more... )

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darkangel2355 January 8 2002, 05:35:35 UTC

I can't help but agree with what you are saying.
I feel the same. I just can't put it all on paper. So much shit comes out of your mouth so easily. I cant ever manage to tell people how i feel.

nobody is happy, that is true

i can sit there and laugh and make it look like im happy but im not

i havent been happy in a while but it never shows.. and nobody cares to know because they proble arnt happy themselfs.

dutchess69 January 8 2002, 05:44:08 UTC

michelle i need to leave, i can't be here for much longer. i don't trust anyone including myself and what im capable of is beyond me. i don't know where to go, or how long i need to be there, i just need to leave, i can't hold on for that much longer.

in reply anonymous January 8 2002, 17:58:57 UTC

in reply to your words "some people say life is a game, but who would create such a fucked up game" its only fucked up for you. You set the standards for your life and you are fucking your self up. you are a very smart girl i dont understand why you are throwing all that away. Think about it

Re: in reply darkangel2355 January 8 2002, 19:28:31 UTC

That is what we all think of her.

She is a dame prodidge! I love you Steph!

Re: in reply dutchess69 January 10 2002, 04:40:50 UTC

you know what? you're right, i AM the fuck up, is that what you wanted to hear? i fucked myself over but this is MY journal and i have the right to say how i feel in it even if whatever im complaining about is my fault. its too late to undo everything i have fucked up, im done w/ all this shit. and next time, sign your name, i might actually take what you have to say more seriously if you do.