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[dutchess_axel]

Tell me something. Post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love: anything you want. Something about you, something about me, anything at all.

Be sure to post honestly. Post as many times as you want.

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[anonymous]

Sometimes I fear for my own humanity, because I never cared about him.

True, he hurt me; verbally, sexually, physically. But I never cared about him and it kills me to this day. I lied, I broke promises, I put on a mask of the perfect girlfriend just to please him in any way I could. It... was like a game sometimes. Beat the high score, make him happier than last week, last month, see if I could make him smile.

I still don't know if it was because I was his puppet and afraid of not living up to what he wanted, or if it was because I'm just a bad person. What if I do it to the next boy, too? Am I a monster?

[dutchess_axel]

...This almost feels like my last relationship. I didn't care about him either, and he constantly hurt me.

You aren't a monster. If you do it to the next boy, and you know, it might be time to discuss it with someone. Like here.

I don't want to say I know what you're going through, but I have faith you'll do better.

[anonymous]

I'm on here because she wants me here instead of going to another state. If I wasn't dating someone I'd be with her.

I'm so scared about my legal situation with my mom right now I took an hour long shower this morning and just cried the whole time.

I don't know what to do anymore.

[dutchess_axel]

Work your way through it. Everything will fall into place. I have faith in this. And I have faith in you.

Come here, let me give you a hug.

[anonymous]

*Hug.*

I just wish I was somewhere where my mom can't get me. I'm scared of what's going to happen.

I wish she had never fucked me over like this..

[anonymous]

So, my room is on the third floor. When I look out my window, there's quite the drop off. I can remove the screen with a screwdriver I keep in my desk.

If I fell, it'd probably be fatal.

But I can't help but think about it. Just. Opening the window, taking out the screen, and jumping. I never would, but I can't stop imagining it.

[dutchess_axel]

It's not abnormal, I use to live on the second floor, and felt this exact same way. It's there, you can do it, so it's going to be on your mind.

[anonymous]

i had the biggest crush on him for nearly a year. he was all that occupied my mind. even after he rejected me, i still kept trying to impress him. he finally asked me out 2 months ago, and we have been dating since.

i should be ecstatic, right? ...right?

whenever im with him, i dont feel the butterflies. i dont float home on cloud nine. my knees dont get weak. and that worries me. i cant imagine NOT dating him, but at the same time..

[dutchess_axel]

Things like that change so quickly. One moment, you can feel like you love him and everything about him, and the butterflies and such. The next, you can be uninterested in him and want nothing to do with him.

What you should ask yourself is, do you love him still? Even if you don't feel the butterflies, if you love him, it's a whole other story.

[anonymous]

I love her but it would never work out between us, so I'll never tell her.

I tried to make a secret about it once but everyone called me creepy. I guess I chose the wrong pair to make a comparison with. Oops.