Attack of the green-eyed monster.

[dutchgotdead]

Literally, just seconds ago my skin was torn to fleshy shreds as the beast that hibernates inside me ripped through. I read something, I saw something I wish I hadn't. Now I can't think clearly. Call me dramatic (everyone else does) but I feel like killing someone, not just anyone, but one person in particular. So, now I sit in my computer

Comments

[mikemcd]

I know we don't know eachother all that well, but I care. I honestly do. If the time should come around that you feel the need to vent to a human, I'm available. my screen name is mtm878, use it. Keep the faith.

PS. Your live journal inspires me to be a better writer. I wish I had a tad of your talent.

[dutchgotdead]

thank you so much. ego inflation always makes me feel better.

[ofdust]

Fuck all that. Life sucks, the end. The simple fact is this... There is no one on this earth that won't fuck you over if it'll get em ahead. That's just fact. They can all say they care, they can claim you're important, but it's all bullshit. No one gives a fuck about you, or me, or anyone but themselves. That's the truth, man. We're all alone, we're all replaceable, and we're all fucked.
So just kinda roll with it. Shit hurts, but life moves on, no reason to let em fuck you up that much. If you ain't careful, it can consume your life, then you're me, and you might as well shoot yourself. Good luck.

[dutchgotdead]

have you considered being a motivational speaker?

and since you know so much, how long should the rope be so that i don't straggle i just break my neck immediately?

please don't ever comment on my journal again.

[anonymous]

That is not true. there is always someone out there who cares about you...you might not be able to see that now. There is someone there...i promise. Don't push everybody away from you...that will only make you feel alone. Whatever happened (i'm pretty sure what i guess happened is right) to you won't last forever...one day the pain will go away and if you've pushed everyone away you will have one hell of a time trying to get on your feet. You don't have to reach out now...but know that there is somebody there always!

[dutchgotdead]

who are you?

[anonymous]

I'm Carly,i've been trying to get a live journal but i keep forgetting to ask someone for a code.

Hey Bruce Banner...

[smudgedglasses]

Sounds like you're turning into the Hulk right about now.

If you ever need to talk I'm ready to listen, and it's not an empty gesture by any means.

hopefully by the time you read this you're feeling a bit better

[beththepirate]

you'll have to let me know how things go
take care