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Mn. I'm feeling terrible. Things just keep pushing me into thinking, "Just go, go". I need to separate from them to go and save myself from me and from them. Ah, I just want to stay still enough to disappear ( Read more... )

What a strange thing. I am sure that I was angry last night, I simply do not remember why. LOL was I dreaming? I'm so simple aren't I? Forget things so easily.

Hmmn, well I am wondering if I should join the Disney team. What I mean is, should I go for an internship? It's paid. I cannot simply sit here and do nothing. Come January I may be in ( Read more... )

So, it's been a while, right ( Read more... )

it's decided; I won't be back. After this semester is over I will dedicate myself to work. I should use this time to meditate on what I want to do next. I want to fix what's broken, although it just seems like such a huge knot. I don't even know where to start. All I know right now is that I'm a mess, and its time to stop avoiding. I need to face ( Read more... )

It's been a while. There's less stress this semester.  The drama is gone out of my life and things have really quieted down.  No more weird relationships ( Read more... )

Feeling sick again. . . .    My body hurts.  Why is my body suddenly so much weaker? I don't often get sick like this. Ugh.

I was supposed to go looking for possible filming sites with my team. This project is turning out to be a mess already. :sigh:

Party tomorrow... I've felt like crap. ...But,..

I have new hot shoes. They're red hot.  SEXY.

I'm content.

At least I'll look hot right? My feet will, anyway.

:sigh:  Speaking of hot....I miss my boots. Boots with attitude, they're all me. I can wear those any time. I've stripped myself of everything me. I need it back.

Oh how I wanna cry ( Read more... )

Mistletoe. I want to have mistletoe this christmas. Obviously its more for my guests than for me because well, the only two I am most definitely dying to lay one on will most definitely cause much trouble and grief. And really, who needs drama?

Fact:

"Few people know that each kiss requires the plucking of a berry from the mistletoe and that the ( Read more... )