it's a holly!

[dwnwithollywood]

well, um....i havent made a post in a very very very long time. i'll be honest, i havent liked myself for a long time either. maybe that's the reason i havent wanted to talk about myself or my life at all. but maybe tonite, i can share a little....oh where to begin. i guess ill just pick something....although point form has always gotten

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[only_ashes85]

Its good to hear from you Holly. I'm sorry that I didn't call to wish you a happy birthday, but happy belated.

I'm sure what should be said to the things you've written could be on here, but that would take way to much time. You're a sweetheart Holly, and you're being honest with yourself. Fuck what other people think. Sounds like you're rapidly maturing more and more (not that you were immature before) and its awesome.

I hope you figure some things out sweetheart, <3

[only_ashes85]

p.s. being "honest with yourself" doesn't mean that means that you're finally admitting how you really are to yourself. I just think that you're cutting yourself down some, and in there you're figuring out who you are. I really think you're being super hard on yourself. I think you offer a lot more then you let yourself think.

*BIG HUGS* I'm sorry that I haven't kept in touch with you. I think you're awesome. I hope to see you when I come home.

[laborinquita]

I hate that my life has turned to such crap that I can't be there for you sometimes. I'm sorry. But you know that my whole escaped prisoner deal can be completely vice-versa-ed anytime you need. And I fear that your cabin fever is greater than my own at this point.

And I know I could never sub for a daddy's love, but you are always in my heart. I don't know what I would do without you.

Nobody ever told us that life not only sucks, but scares you shitless, did they?

Love,
Me

[hellomama1128]

Holly, you're way too hard on yourself. You're such a great person and it's painful to see how your self esteem has plummeted