What can I do?

Mar 19, 2005 00:05

It's like any and everything I do to her, around her and away from her I'm always the ASSHOLE. I see her with other people and I ask why can't I have that kind of friendship? Yeah, I don't call her, but I don't call anyone. The only time I call someone is for either moral support or because they called me. I'm sick and tired of feeling like I'm ( Read more... )

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roverrandom March 19 2005, 07:40:57 UTC
What the hell are you talking about dude, she didn't care or remember thirty seconds later. You read to much into things, she calls everyone an asshole its her word.

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dwork2004 March 19 2005, 14:42:54 UTC
It's the way she made me feel all day yesterday. It's like I wasn't even there.

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daaaaaaaavid! roroyurboat March 19 2005, 16:05:38 UTC
one thing i've learned: just continue to love this person. like you said- you DO love her. and alot of times people don't hear our words for what they are- but they will always believe what you DO, what your actions are. continue to love her, when she doesnt deserve it, when it's hard, when it's easy to, all the time. it may not be anytime soon, but she'll see the truth. i'd tell you to go shopping and eat some chocolate, cuz that cheers girls up, but you're a boy sooo... um... go mudding in your truck? ;-) take care.

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Re: daaaaaaaavid! dwork2004 March 20 2005, 06:14:33 UTC
Thanks kiddo for the advice. I really appreciate it. I can't go mudding in my truck quite yet though, but thanks.

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sincerestranger March 19 2005, 16:15:09 UTC
i think i'm going to agree with ben on this one. I didnt call you an asshole it was a reaction to pain... I always say bitch, ass and stuff like that. I've got kicked out of water polo games for screaming that. it's not directed towards anyone, it's just a reaction ( ... )

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exposedb4u March 19 2005, 18:26:16 UTC
I actually remember the time you got kicked out of the game for screaming "BITCH!" Haha that was kind of funny. Anyways, David she is right it is not the fault of one person for not calling it is the fault of both. Don't try to push yourself down in the dirt so much. Allison does care about you, we all do. I really hope this wasn't on your mind the whole trip because I really thought we were all having a really good time. If you want to talk know that we are all here for you! By the way, thanks for taking the splinters out YOU ARE MY HERO!!!!

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dwork2004 March 20 2005, 05:45:55 UTC
Heros are awesome. I like saving people's lives at times. I would have done it for you anytime...., hehehe... j/k. But really it was no big deal.

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dwork2004 March 20 2005, 05:43:35 UTC
Call me and we can try to resolve this. I don't want to give up, but at times though I wonder..., why keep trying..., is it worth it?

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