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Feb 06, 2004 07:30

I found what I was looking for with DXM. It was the path I chose. There were other possible paths, but it was for me. A lot of you have found things you don't understand. It will be explained later ( Read more... )

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novapsyche February 6 2004, 08:46:44 UTC

I don't want to do it anymore. I still crave it. But I don't want to do it.

I'm at this place, too. But, as I've discovered very directly this week, my addiction is stronger than I am.

Not only am I addicted to the euphoria/ecstasy that DXM gives, I'm addicted to the feeling of the Void/God that one experiences at the sigma level. I just... *sigh* I don't want to give that up.

But I'm even getting to the point where I think about syrup and my mouth curdles up. Me! The syrup crusader!

Re: homberto February 6 2004, 10:46:32 UTC

Well, when you decide you do want to, if you decide that, I'd very happily be here to help.

novapsyche February 6 2004, 11:10:31 UTC

*smile* I might do that. (I might have to! :)

Email me whenever you feel like it: novapsyche@livejournal.com

I wish you the best.

novapsyche February 6 2004, 09:11:37 UTC

Oh, and at the beginning of this year, I also had a symbolic "tossing my syrup down the toilet" moment. But, alas, the gesture was premature.

daeleth February 6 2004, 16:01:09 UTC

I'm glad that you've found what you were looking for and that dxm, as well as us (the community) were able to realize where you're coming from.

I've gauged a lot of what I've done from your advice and I appreciate your willingness to help people out.

Thanks, and Good Luck.

Gave it up a long time ago. pop_terror February 6 2004, 16:11:42 UTC

Easy.

DxM spree888di February 15 2004, 14:13:33 UTC

i've been off of all the sources of DXM since november 3rd 2003, the day me and 3 other friends took it and one of us overdosed. bad. she died for almost a minute. no breathing, no pulse. when we were at the hospital i decided that it's not the drug for me. i have not found anything that i enjoy more than DXM and i've look far and wide. i quit for myself, i quit because i did not want my friends to see me end up like her. (just to clarify, she is completely fine, nothing is wrong with her except for one thing, her liver is 78% dead. it's regenerating itself, but she wont be able to put any strain on it for a good 5-10 years.) i quit because it was my brothers third birthday. i grew up with out a male role model for the most part of my life, and i'm now noticing how much it has hurt me. i'm staying clean for my brother. i'm staying clean for my mother. and i'm also staying clean for my father no matter how much i hate him. people always say, "you gotta do it for yourself man." and it's not all true. most of the time, you gotta stop for ( ... )