fuckkkk.

[dxrkhrtbriteyes]

this totally awesome babe wants to "take me out to dinner" and i'm too much of a chicken to take her up on it. can it be that hard to just call someone who ALREADY TOLD YOU they want you to call them?

i love complaining to lj. thanks lj, you're the best.

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[brassdaughter]

Yes! It can abso-fucking-lutely be that hard because you know you have some kind of positive impression to continue to make!
Erm, or is that not the problem at all?

*goes on being wildly-awkward-and-frequently-paralyzed-with-social-confusion-but-trying-to-be-helpful-girl*

[dxrkhrtbriteyes]

haha, yeah...i think it's more like, i'm scared of relationships and commitment and having another person in my life. obviously calling someone/having dinner with them does not = relationship, so it's pretty silly of me. but i get freaked out nonetheless.