depressed...

[dyarpunk]

Ive been feeling really DEPRESSED today for some reason. i keep thinking about CUTTING MYSELF like i used to do but my mom would always find out about them... i had a ciggarette to make me feel better once everyone left from the easter party.  i'm thnking about my girlfriend MORE THAN EVER and  i need to see her soon, before i go back to school.

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[soul_recovered]

I know how you feel. Honestly. When I was in high school things were similar. Everyone had a group. I fit into none. I was me. I wore baggy pants and huge sweatshirts so noone would know. No one could know that I cut myself and didn't eat. No one knew how much pain I was in. No one knew how depressed I was. My friends hung out with the popular people. I stayed by myself. I got through it though and so will you. I would tell you it gets easier out of school, but maybe for some people it is. For me things got worse. College was the same for me. No one knew anything and I liked it that way... Until one person found out and sent me to get help. Nothing has been the same since then