I feel like a soda inside a bottle... all this substance locked into a confined space. Everyone likes me, everyone is happy with me and enjoys what I have to offer… until someone grabs me and shakes me about and my whole purpose gets flushed around. Then the cap is taken off and I just explode leaving parts of me everywhere and all that substance ( Read more... )

It's never going to be the same and all I can do now is wait...

I'm torn apart.

I wish life wasn't so hard.

Man... Why am I so stupid?

I dont have much to say anymore. It's kind of crazy that I've had an LJ for YEARS. I think the first time I got an account was freshman/sophmore year of high school. I look back on all my entries or just a vast majority of them and they're sad! I don't really have too much to say unless I'm upset. I can't really find too many times when I'm very ( Read more... )

I want to live happily ever after...

should've gotten my coachella tickets when they first went on sale :[

I get my first tattoo tomorrow ( Read more... )

I wish I wasnt so unhappy. I feel like I have nothing. It sucks. I'm glad to be going to school and I'm glad to be working, but I feel like nothing has any meaning. I don't even understand what is going on with my relationship. I have so many people telling me that I'm being used and abused, but I have another person telling me that non of it is ( Read more... )

I'm an asshole.