Shoot me before the nights over and i know you will be happy

Apr 25, 2004 11:10

i am so not looking forward to going to school for many reasons. i guess you could say i am ...well scared....i know there are a few people that are mad at me..one i know why sand the otehr i am curious why she is mad at me. i know she is..i call to talk to her and she has to go! whatever! i just cant takew it anymore. i am very vulnerable in these ( Read more... )

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bestdeceptions7 April 25 2004, 09:31:27 UTC
thanks for doing my journal and i hope thinks get all better for u remeber im your friend and ill always be here for u <3 TiFfY

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neverfade_away April 25 2004, 19:43:51 UTC
Dude you just need to find out if those 2 certain people are your friends. If you keep going back to them and then getting angry again then your life is always going to be miserable.....not everyone stays friends forever........ just smile :)

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dying4yourl0ve April 25 2004, 21:54:03 UTC
no one fuckin understands! no one knows..no one does!

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I'm not trying to be a bitch. recycledexcuses April 26 2004, 09:20:57 UTC
dude.
You called me a four in the morning.
I think I have a pretty good idea, how much this is hurting you.

You think you are alone in this, you aren't. Do you think you are the only person out there that is having this problem? There are so many people in this world, there is no need to dwell on the two people that upset you the most. I know they are your friends, but if they keep doign this to you, why would you keep going back to them?

If they can't spare time to talk to you, even for five minutes, then they are not worth itIf you really wanted to be happy, and everything, you woudl listen to what your REAL friends have to say ( ... )

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Re: I'm not trying to be a bitch. dying4yourl0ve April 26 2004, 11:40:02 UTC
i dont think you are being a bitch. but i know i am not the opnly one. it may not be obvious but i know there are far more people that have it worse then me then compared to my stupid little problem. i dont know i jsut dont know how to handle situations....in the right way i am sorry you are tired of me being or hearing or whatever about me being upset..i jsut dont know how to handle things the rihgt way....:( i dont know the only thing is i just dont want you to be mad at me for..."complaining" tho i dont think you would...you know what i mena....im sorry?
but heres what i will do...i am going to say the least and.."try" but everytime i do that it goes down the drain i suck at life! but i will try, maybe not take things so seriosuly...egh! big step- love you-christina

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anonymous April 26 2004, 10:01:44 UTC
I agree with what Heather said.... you cant just keep going back and hurting yourself more christina...

steph

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MEH! 12_deadroses April 27 2004, 18:54:21 UTC
hello sex kitten! i guess i decided to make one of these things, you happy?:)superb! you have to make mine beautimousful like yours, kk, got it!?;) i love you. melly beans

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Re: MEH! 12_deadroses April 28 2004, 04:42:59 UTC
yay i am happy now...just give me your password and email it to me or call me or whaever and i will make yours "beautiful:) must be going...school-christina

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