So many thoughts but really, does anyone care?

[dying4yourl0ve]

i really hate feeling this way. it always seems to get the best of me, i noticed that my self esteem is increasingly dropping very very fast(did that make sense) i was hoping that i was getting happy but i am not i am getting worse. it really sucks. if only i could be happy again. i just want one person to tell me how they truley feel about me.

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[neverfade_away]

Having a boyfriend isnt everything. Yes its nice to have that someone to be close with and to love you but its really hard to find that nowadays especially at this age. And its good you dont have a boyfriend because I noticed people with boyfriends change. There differen't they arnt who they are and things arnt as fun as they used to be. I wish I could find that special guy but I dont ever see it happening and I dont want to be like the others. I will be so glad once I graduate and I can get out of here and leave everything behind......the people around here we have grown up with forever and they think they know you when they really dont and they judge you for the wrong reasons. I am sure once we are out of this shit hole then you can go out and really find someone but dont worry about it now Christina because all you really need is your friends boys just make things worse
Steph

[dying4yourl0ve]

haha stiff i know but still you dont understand i will call you tonight and explai it all in more depth:)

[recycledexcuses]

I cared enough to read ALL of that.
Increasing at a decreasing rate (math term)
And whom is it that you like?

-Heather....

p.s. Im here for you, my computer is just real slow. :) haha

[dying4yourl0ve]

aww i love you heather.i really do. you don't know how grateful i am to have you in my life. i love you !!!!!!!!-christina-ps i have to save ernie i do:)