//..another big step taken by miss . i have balls.\\
   'im getting better as my heart turns to black'

so yes today i have gotten the courage again to pour my heart out and tell you that i like you. was this a mistake. was this me being stupid again. or is the a new begining to something new.can i pretend to be happy. cause you say all i want is to ( Read more... )

'm y little p i e c e of  h e a v e n turns t o o dark'
yes. well today me and my pony went to the vets. my sports medicine vet.woot high tech nigs.! anyways yea i almost cried on the way there because i was so nervous the vet was gonna tell me something horrible. yea so i was nervous as shit seeing as shiloh is my baby and id give up everything ( Read more... )

Of  r e s t l e s s nights in o n e-n i g h t cheap h o t e l s...

.im sick.

i never meant anything to you. it was pointless being there.EVER.you demostrated this very well in the past little while.im useless to you. why do i stick around.this is the end of the lullabye and the start of the death metal to my heart. the sound of raindrops ( Read more... )

pretty on the inside...

i feel like shit...
i just want to cry
im sick
im tierd
and i hate me today.

the end.

And when you feel the pain,
I'm wishing I could stay.
How can I say I love you back,
You never made me happy.

You've laid yourself to sleep!
I never said this wouldn't hurt.
You gave up everything!
I never said I'd give it back.

I know! (I know!)
You'll never change!
I won't be good enough for you.
I know! (I know!)
You'll make it through,
I'll never be ( Read more... )

she's simple yet confusing
her sparkling eyes make me weak and my words, they tremble
days seem like years in this month of December
the winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
and never will I give up trying because you're everything to me

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now i must change this to suit what im thinking:

he's simple yet ( Read more... )

UPDATE ( Read more... )

Shot down

Broken up

Kiss me once

Fuck me twice

Use me to your own delight

I loved u once and ill do it again

But the fact there is lier written

How do i know your not fake

Make me feel it

Make it hurt

Love you once

Ill do it twice

Kill me

I swear its alright

( Promo oh_so__emo )