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I seem to realize more && more this year how much more important my friends are compared to my family. My mom is not even like a mom but like i sister; which is a good thing. My dad annoys me with the same stuff over && over. My brother doesn't seem to remember im here since he went off to college. && the boy i considered my brother; hasn't made any attempts to talk to me in the past like month. So Im at burrit's house for christmas with steph. So atleast i'll have a good christmas. Im not asking for much. Maybe some alcohol so I can start getting crunk; without having to find some decent stuff.
New years better be fun. I felt like I haven't met anyone like new in a long time. Even though I have. I need some new people to enter my life more often .Life is just getting too boring for me.
I feel like running. But I have a headache so I think im going to go to sleep.
idk what to do.