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[dyinglove093]

I was looking back on some old e-mails, convos, and LJ entries today. I don't even see how I held on so long to you. Yea, I'm over you, n' it sorta makes me laugh. You were never the best friend you said you were. I always exagerated your good qualities. Always made it sound like you were so much better than you really were. I always made it sound

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[love_leaf]

These are the things that reflect badly on me, somehow. It seems with the standard personality being bad-but-sometimes-good, I'm substandard in personality with most people. When you have that consistent, unsurprising bad behavior, and then add a tint of good behavior every so often, the good looks SO good. But then in my case, when I consistently treat people good, and sometimes really good, the really good only looks marginally better -- furthermore, if I ever did anything bad, since I normally don't, it looks terrible.

It's ridiculous, let me tell ya'.

And I see these women claiming to want a good man, and I see these good men being turned away because they're just not quite as exciting, (Either because the women need conditions or challenges, or because they feel they need punishment, or they like drama,) and it's just a sad state of affairs.

And it goes both ways. And applies to all elements of life.

And sometimes we don't worry about fixing it...

But you and Smommy did, so let us praise the brave souls who solve.