So many thing's come to mind that I want to say right now but none of theem seem to sound quite right in my head...so let me just start rambling and see where this goes..
Recently I found out I was sick...Possibly disabling(as the doctor put it)kinda sick. And I would have kept on suffering if it wasn't for people convicing me to get checked out and take care of myself..and I have to admit the idea of not being able to work and being "disabled" at almost 20 scares the hell out of me. They day I found out I wanted nothing more then to just die..and sometimes I still do (it hasnt been long)
But knowing that people care keep me "sane" about the whole thing...so I guess what i'm trying to say is...the usual people care and want you to be well yada yada bullshit.
But it's not bullshit what am I saying?? It's true..I care and I want you to be ok and go to the doctor and all that.
I don't know exactly whats wrong/going on so I wont preach at you any longer. Just think about what is best for you ok?
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Recently I found out I was sick...Possibly disabling(as the doctor put it)kinda sick. And I would have kept on suffering if it wasn't for people convicing me to get checked out and take care of myself..and I have to admit the idea of not being able to work and being "disabled" at almost 20 scares the hell out of me. They day I found out I wanted nothing more then to just die..and sometimes I still do (it hasnt been long)
But knowing that people care keep me "sane" about the whole thing...so I guess what i'm trying to say is...the usual people care and want you to be well yada yada bullshit.
But it's not bullshit what am I saying?? It's true..I care and I want you to be ok and go to the doctor and all that.
I don't know exactly whats wrong/going on so I wont preach at you any longer. Just think about what is best for you ok?
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