I havent aten since the day he left me
[only been since tuesday]
but not one bite.
we ran 2 miles in gym
and were allowed to have 2 popcycles
but i said no
and then in math we had icream
and i said no
and in chemistry we made ice cream
and i didnt have one lick
so far ive only lost 4 pounds
well see what the scale says tommorrow

day one is done
im not eating
my boyfriend left me
[i know its gay thinspo]
but to me its a big deal
and you know what
hes gunna watch me rot
and hes gunna see me in 2 weeks
and be like wow.
i hurt her
but really its all me
he doesnt know im still like this
yeah i keep a gay secret journal
anyways. im gunna rot
and pretty soon ill be all bones.

Some Adrianna Lima
adrianna lima

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I wasnt done yet.
Carmen Electra


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So i desided to ask random guys [on myspace]
celebrities that they think is hot.
that way i cant get pics of the girls
and post them on here
oh thinspo.
well its under the cuuut

thinspo Jessica Alba
" jessica alba, eva mendes, rachel leigh cook.....oh man theres so many "

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Some stats about me
1. Current Height: 5 2

2. Current Weight: I havent weight myself in a while... last time 155

5. Highest weight at current height: 175

6. Pants size: 9 =[

7. Top size: medium

8. Have you ever been diagnosed with an eating disorder? Yess

9. How often do you weigh yourself? 3 or 4 times a day

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Back from Florida.
it was beautiful.
I gained weight
idk how much
but yeah fasting todayyy
heres some picsss

Piccsss

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