Well, things seem to be looking up.

Whatever I did was the better for Adam and me.  Not for Megan; all it's going to do is put her strange reality back into her life along with some clinginess and emotional hazard on the side...  To be with someone who is unsure is to be with no one at all.  And I rest my case.

I broke up with Adam after finding ( Read more... )

Jesus Christ; this is fuckin ridiculous.  I'm so beside myself I'm practically cracking up over it.  Shit.

My fucking god, Megan, how rude can you be to call Adam every night when you clearly know that I would never have done that to you when you were dating him.  Not only is it the most unclassy thing I've ever even heard of in my life, but it ( Read more... )

I'm tangled.  Up in vines, up in blue.

I'm getting interviewed by the O.C. Register for the first time in four years.  Queer?

To rounds of drinks with Satan. 

I sat down today along the hills of Salt Creek Beach.  After basking in the sun, drinking a caramel frappucino and downing a few cancer sticks, I wrote in my journal and watched the ocean.

About a week ago, I had a discussion with Andy, one of my dearest friends in the world, about the significance of a wave.  We realized that all waves wait from ( Read more... )

To Gary (the real Italian Stallion)

--I watched the moon glow
And, following with my eyes,
Re'lized it was you.--

Patronage to charm of endless glory
To death-and-back and cigarettes
Chide you, evermore
Among the smoke in a room atrocious
Strums the man of sleeping sex.

At a lack of easy mystery
He knocks harder yet
Who can ever tell
Where the mischiefman
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I can't remember when I've felt this lost.

I can't tell if it's bad or good, wrong or right, destructive or healthy.  I have the same feeling as when I walked along a wall with a width of two inches.

Is there anyone out there who kicks ass at drums?

I mean, I'm not talking like... 'I can play pretty good'.  NO.  I'm talking the best of the best.  12/8 beats.  The whole bit.  If you are this person, please post.  Must live in Orange County, California.  Thank you.

Wow.  I feel like shit... but I bought a Misfits CD today.

Everyone, post your thoughts regarding your stance on beastiality.  I'm curious...

What can I say..?

And do you know what?  I love it.

I used to look at the things I loathe and hate about myself and apologize for them.  Frankly, I take it all the fuck back.

Like every other damned human being on this earth, I fuck up.  Granted, 'I do so more than the average person'... But who, praytell, is the average person, anyway?  Well, let's see now... ( Read more... )