I have started yet another chapter in my life. It's strange how calmly this all happened. It probably should have happened differently. But the fact of the matter is: it didn't. So I apologize again. But I'm sure you'll be fine. You've got other girls chasing you down, and you've your own fan club. I'm not too worried about you. Not in a ( Read more... )

Today I'm going to church. For the first time in ages. It should be nice. I'm sure I'll feel better afterwards. I'm taking Derek so he can better understand this whole Catholic thing. So we're going to the noon mass at St. Chris. I didn't know they had a noon mass, but I guess they do ( Read more... )

I guess I'm not masturbating any time soon then, huh?

I'm falling and I'm not afraid.

I'm melting and I like it.

I'm slipping into what I've avoided for so long, and it's suddenly not so bad.

Being content is not so bad. I think I may try it more often.

Gary's coming to the band thing on Friday, if anyone wants to meet him.

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I do so love Finding Nemo ( Read more... )

The pep band game was... ummm... interesting. I had some sort of fun with Rache and Morgan throughout the game. I drank 6 Jones's. Wow, I had to pee after that ( Read more... )

I am at a loss for words. I'm lost. And kind of scared. Yet, the other night... ummm... last night I believe, Saturday I think, was a good night. I went out grocery shopping with my brother and father and smiled the whole time. I got some weird looks, but I don't honestly care. I then went home and stared at my window and smiled some more. I ( Read more... )

I hate you. And life in general. It's overrated ( Read more... )

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Well shoot. I think I lose.

Fazoli's is yummy though, if nothing else.