I have to go see an orthopedic (sp?) surgeon on wednesday about my ankle. because my ccm audition is on sat. and that involves a 2 hr dance audition. which i'm thinking that i would probably... oh i dunno, BOMB right now. it sucks. a lot. and i'm angry at the world about it. i mean, why doesn't god just pop out of the sky and go ahead and say it? " ( Read more... )

It was strange, feeling this tonight. For the first time in a long time. I didn't expect it. I know that I want something like that. But I really want something new. But tonight, I missed the familiar. I hear stories and memories creep into my mind; memories long ago disposed of in a trash can in the hall. behind that glass lay far too much pain ( Read more... )

why do i have this ability to prevent myself from doing things that will prove good, and this amazing inability to stop me from destroying myself? i know that i'm hurting not only myself, but others, too. the people that i love more than anyone else. i'm pushing them away. i'm being the person i vowed never to be around them. i know that i'm doing ( Read more... )

I have to laugh. The world is full of an awful lot of bitches. Adn yes, I can be one too. And yes, that makes me laugh sometimes.

(EDIT: I don't think I've been a bitch tonight, just a random thought)

1. Leave a comment saying you want to be interviewed.
2. I'll reply and give you questions to answer.
3. You'll update your LJ with the five questions answered.
4. You'll include this explanation.
5. You ask other people five questions when they want to be interviewed. And it just keeps going, and going, and going...

"Dying will be an awfully great adventure." - Peter Pan

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you ( Read more... )

... so exhausted ( Read more... )

I want to be held ( Read more... )

Snuggled together, arms and legs intertwined ( Read more... )