i thought of her today among a myriad of unhappy moments. feeling neglected, tossed aside. i know 'tis my own doing, but this feeling persists nonetheless. i struggle through, and distance myself from those i know have the greatest ability to shatter me. [sub]consciously building walls, churning cement. cement layered upon these bricks as i ( Read more... )

air pulling in through my nose, down to my chest. a conscious "breathe high" resounding in my mind. it is all mental, and i am quick to pick this up. air spilling back out, puffing between my lips. i try to distract my body from this new discomfort by thinking of other things, but i quickly learn that i need the mental encouragement to make it to ( Read more... )

i think i found my summer anthem. an old favorite, rediscovered ( Read more... )

I am confused. Intricacies lacing together, overlapping, interweaving ( Read more... )

Rushing through my veins, spreading to every tip so that even my toes are engaged in this seemingly endless play. Like a reali-life game, the right moves must be executed in order to successfully aquire the prize that will make everything better ( Read more... )

contrary to what some random ppl are apparently saying about me ( Read more... )

after a day of complete bewilderment, discomfort, and painful memory, i accepted this shoulder with a heart full of gratitude. i have never expected anyone to understand my ideas, because i myself have had trouble forming them into coherent language, concrete forms ( Read more... )

round. curvacious. big. badonkadonk. junk in the trunk ( Read more... )

i worry for you. you are changing. i met you mid-process. i do not know the person that you were, but i do know that this is new territory for you, and that parts of it are quite bumpy ( Read more... )

my hands. my hands. my hands. oh how i love you hands. strangely enough, you are not the most beautiful hands that i have ever encountered. and you are by no means society's standard of what hands should be. your nails are not manicured; quite to the contrary, they are slightly mangled and picked at. my fingers are not skinny, but they are longer ( Read more... )