so, i did that whole thing in highschool. i fucked up bad. i fucked myself out of national merit (tons of money) and various other things. blah blah blah.
what you've got to realize is highschool isn't what people make it out to be. it's not that big a deal. despite all the shit i fucked up in highschool (i barely graduated, i did all kinds of drugs, blah blah blah) my life is actually still pretty okay. i'm going to florida state, which is pretty shitty but who really cares, and i have a place to stay and i'm getting to do the major i want and it's no big deal.
highschool is a waste of time. don't think about opportunities that you've lost. you see, if it's not in you to go after such opportunities, they never were opportunities in the first place.
what you really need to do is stop worrying. find a way to relax. take up a hobby.
and get out of love, cos love is only chemicals. it's the best way to delude yourself about the rightness of your existence.
josh...the fact that you realize what youve done shows your not as bad as you think you are...maby this is what you really want dont worry about your friends it doesnt matter what they think about you... i dont know if you want or need me to say anything...i know you got your head on strait even if your lookin the wrong way for a little bit you know you can always talk to me and dont give up your love...she wouldnt be with you if you wernt worth of her...and its not about worth its about respect and love...and i know you have both for her...
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what you've got to realize is highschool isn't what people make it out to be. it's not that big a deal. despite all the shit i fucked up in highschool (i barely graduated, i did all kinds of drugs, blah blah blah) my life is actually still pretty okay. i'm going to florida state, which is pretty shitty but who really cares, and i have a place to stay and i'm getting to do the major i want and it's no big deal.
highschool is a waste of time. don't think about opportunities that you've lost. you see, if it's not in you to go after such opportunities, they never were opportunities in the first place.
what you really need to do is stop worrying. find a way to relax. take up a hobby.
and get out of love, cos love is only chemicals. it's the best way to delude yourself about the rightness of your existence.
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i dont know if you want or need me to say anything...i know you got your head on strait even if your lookin the wrong way for a little bit
you know you can always talk to me
and dont give up your love...she wouldnt be with you if you wernt worth of her...and its not about worth its about respect and love...and i know you have both for her...
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