They gave me Joe's ashes today
I can't do this. This was not supposed to happen. He was only 38. WTF am I supposed to do now? We were supposed to grow old together. Persephone was supposed to grow up with her parents. I sleep on his side of the bed so I won't look over expecting to see him.
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Hang in there, honey. Hang in there.
Yours,
ToddP.
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Thank you so much for the kind words. I can't describe how painful and horrible and terrifying things are now and always will be.
I was on the phone with my mother when I got your message. She said she'd tried to track down your mom online a few times, with no luck. She wants me to give you, Michelle and your mom her love.
Mom is living in Tennessee but, once she can get 30 of her cats into new homes (yeah, she has 40 cats. Mostly Bengals), she is going to move down here to be with Persephone and me. I think that this will be as good for her as it will be for us. Maybe better.
Your dad is on wife number FIVE? Good lord!
I have to go pack for Joe's New Jersey memorial service this weekend. That is not going to be easy.
Good to hear from you again. Even under such dreadful circumstances.
~Adrienne
P.S. I knew who you were at your first sentence!
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