I have found my reaction, Zebastian
Be composed-be at ease with me...
Not till the sun excludes you do I exclude you,
Not till the waters refuse to glisten for you and the leaves to rustle for you, do my words refuse to glisten and rustle for you. (Nicholas Sparks)
I feel as you feel.
Shura is sad as well...either that or she is sick because she will not eat.