boo i had to get another chickenpox vaccine. :( if i get a rash from it, i have to stay away from my dad since he has cancer and they think he might catch it ( Read more... )

yayyyy i get free jeans from ae! :D i only spent like $32 on the hipster jeans i bought since i had a 40% off coupon... and now i get a free pair for that. heck yes, i effectively get 2 pairs of jeans for $16 each. :D

my mom thinks i have generalized anxiety disorder bc i keep getting so stressed out about everything, like money, the mcat, my dad, the apartment, being a ta, etc. *sigh* i wish i weren't being like this. i think it's partly pms right now though.

i put tea tree oil on the keloid(?) thing on my cartilage... one layer of skin came off of it (that's what it looked like at least). i'm going to the doctor about it tomorrow, even though i've had it for almost a year and a half... lol. it doesn't bother me very often but it would be cool to not have it. if she says i'd have to get it surgically ( Read more... )

http://shop.pacsun.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?storeId=10001&catalogId=10001&langId=-1&productId=56285&parentCategoryId= ( Read more... )

part of me wants to like... not go back to sd next year. i'm really afraid that i'll leave and whatever treatment my dad ends up getting won't work and i won't be there. shittt. =/

bad news... my dad does, in fact, have cancer again. it's not just his shoulder either... it's in his shoulder, spine, hip, and other kidney. =( i know there is a medication for the kidney that causes remission in 81% of patients but as for the rest... i don't know. the spine honestly sounds scariest to me because it seems like it could cause ( Read more... )

fuck. i guess my dad might have cancer again... he has to get a bone scan. i'd be sooo upset... we just started getting really close recently. =/

i think i've mostly gotten it out of my system. i'm gonna try to be grown up about it and deal with it. i'll invite him to my bday dland trip but say i understand if he can't come. *shrug* if he decides to never actually try to be friends with me, i guess i don't need him as a friend anyway, as hard as that is to accept ( Read more... )