I've thought a lot about religion in the past and I've always wanted to believe in something but there's a part of my brain that has too much logic to it that won't really allow me to just believe or just "have faith" in one deity ( Read more... )

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I don't know what to do.

Gonna take shit slow and feel shit out - but I really don't want to kick the puppy.
I know this is cryptic.
more later.

After 6 months, I still end up with tears - how long till this stops?

This year sucked, so many deaths and heartaches.

Here's to 2012 to be a much better year....
Or the end of the world as we know it. Either way.

I'm not sure what I'm doing.

The only thing I'm sure of is that this time... This time it's going to be different.
I have to put my foot down.
Life in general, relationships, sex, love, friends...

As of today I am an American citizen. Glad that's done. =)


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I still want what once was.

I still feel empty...something is missing.

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I'm not sure what this is supposed to accomplish, but its here for the reason for me to write, so here I am writing ( Read more... )