i cried today.

while talking to eric on the phone.

i don't think he heard me or knew.

god, i miss him..............

damn it's been long since i've updated ( Read more... )

so i went out with eric for the first time tonight. it was amazing. we went back to my high school and walked on the field holding hands, star gazing, holding each other. he makes me feel so special and warm.....it's such a wonderful feeling. he's so perfect. he's hooooottttttt, sweet, understanding, caring, did i mention he was hot?? lol. [ ( Read more... )

i know it's probably not a good idea to be writing this here...but i need to say it. if it's read by someone, then that's fine. at least i got what i've been trying to say for the past semester out to him ( Read more... )

ok ok ok

so i don't know what's going on.....can someone please explain??

i just got home from class.....and i found a rose at my door.

there was a card....but it wasn't signed....and i don't recognize the writing....

i'm confused =|

stuff like this never happens to me.......

fuck. that's all i have to say for this school year. fuck ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here in my music of the caribbean class. today was supposed to be the day we're performing our songs with our sections. but our instructor hasn't really been running sections......he just babbles about like culture and history...we get enough of that in lecture. so none of us really know what the hell we're playing...it's kind of ( Read more... )

i bought newsies on dvd ( Read more... )

why do i feel so lonely and empty right now? fuck.

ok.

that is all.

i just got back from the best night of swing dancing EVER ( Read more... )