far too overwhelmingly painful. i am sorry. it feels like a part of me has died. too many tears and thoughts and memories. i don't want to be alone. or alive, right now.
last night in my dream you were skating on the sidewalk that lines my street. and you were smiling and laughing, and so was i. there was a plot to the dream, but i forgot it a couple seconds after i woke up. and that's okay, because the only parts i remember were the good parts.