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Oct 31, 2008 02:42

I can't do this anymore. It's all too much. I was doing so well and suddenly, in a matter of only a couple of days, my life has begun to completely fall apart... again. History of Jazz is turning into a struggle when it really shouldn't be. Jay won't stop trying to go out with me (the 18 year-old from History of Jazz who insulted me some days ago ( Read more... )

school, andrew, general, love life, life

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impe October 31 2008, 12:34:21 UTC
If it helps, I can tell you for sure that it will get better. I'm sorry you feel so awful.

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gyuudon October 31 2008, 19:18:30 UTC
I got shit from people the other day because I am classically trained. UGH!

Listen, the only direction you can go in now is UP. Think of this bottom feeling as a way to start anew.(in a big way!)College isn't for everyone and there's nothing wrong with that. Try volunteering! You have always struck me as a very generous person, and I could really see you making that a huge part of your life! Take a cake decorating class with me! Something, anything! Even if it seems like an escape, I think distracting yourself with new and exciting things will help you get out of this rut.

I joined an orchestra where I will know zero people, and where I will probably have less musical experience/talent than the other because I feel like every once in a while we all need to force ourselves to do something we're afraid of.

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gyuudon October 31 2008, 19:18:47 UTC
sorry, I mean to reply to the post, not you :)

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