i love you eleanore...i really really really love you. and when you are yourself you are the most beautiful person. i want you to be happy and i think with time everything will work itself out....and i know that that answer wears old with time and repition but its true...i think you can be happy no matter where you are....as long as where you are has the basic nessesities for life (aka...water, oxygen, people with intelligence and good taste in music). i dont feel that this is our last chance to be together...its the beginning of a lifetime...i dont feel like we have drifted apart because when we are all in town its like old times. i miss you, and if you ever need to talk (no matter how much i hate the telephone) my line is always open for you. i want you to be happy. and i want to come see you...but i just have to find someone to come with me to split gas money and room money. im poor. :/ we need to burn some leaves! "qui è a humility che ci rende l'essere umano e qui è amare che li rende immortal
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I don't think location has jack shit to do with it. Even with my friends nearby, they have failed me miserably today and i am ashamed to call them that. but in the bigger picture, i don't know how i feel about anything or if i wnat to be here or working my job or doing my major or any of it. who knows. i don't know if we ever will.
i miss you so much. i love you and it kills me that you are not happy. since you came in town, even though it was only for a couple days, i have just missed you even more. it just reminded me of how wonderful you are and how lucky i am to get have such an amazing person in my life. nothing is the same without you here. i know that i like centenary, but no one understands me here like you do. everyone just thinks i am an ass, and not haha funny ass, just straight up ass. i wish you went to school closer to centenary, of course, but i think that is long as you are the wonderful, funny, and smart person that i know and love, people will just come to you.
i really hope that everything gets better for you. if i can save a little money and get a somewhat free weekend i will try to come down with megan. i have never been to austin and there is no one that i would rather see it with than you.
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i think i'm stuck there, too.
no, i know i am.
I don't think location has jack shit to do with it. Even with my friends nearby, they have failed me miserably today and i am ashamed to call them that. but in the bigger picture, i don't know how i feel about anything or if i wnat to be here or working my job or doing my major or any of it. who knows. i don't know if we ever will.
and i guess we all want what we don't have.
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i really hope that everything gets better for you. if i can save a little money and get a somewhat free weekend i will try to come down with megan. i have never been to austin and there is no one that i would rather see it with than you.
i love you
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