I'll be home on the 26th til the 4th. If you guys ...JARID, BRENNA, LINDSEY... wanna get ahold of me or Ryland and hang out call me at my parents (309)698-8960. Ry will be back at the same time so . yeah.

I'm so sick of everything right now. I don't want to live where I live, I want my fucking car to be paid for so I can drive it, I want some goddamn friends, and I want a job that I can be alone in. Oh yeah, did I mention I really miss girls?! I mean most of the time I hate girls...the typical ones though, you know? But damnit, nothing loves you ( Read more... )

SO. Yeah. Just an update for anyone who cares ( Read more... )

Well. I went away camping this weekend and came home to find everyone and most everything gone from my apartment. I tried to call for the past few days, but the phone must be gone now too. I tried to call Julie at work today, but I guess her car broke down, so she's not there. I really have no idea what's going on. Its okay I guess. I just ( Read more... )

Life has been slow and non-methodical like a three-legged elephant. Nothing has really changed. I'm just hangin out, wasting time, trying still to keep my sanity. Some causes really are lost ones. Everything here is so pretty. Not too long ago, I was driving back from the mountains and there was a full moon in front of me over Mount Hood and a ( Read more... )

So...yeah. Its been awhile, but I'm just updating for the purposes of self-inflation. I CRAVE THE TASTE OF ANY ACCOMPLISHMENT, NO MATTER HOW TRIVIAL!!! Beaverton. That's where I live. Its pretty self-explanatory so, I'll leave it at that. My car is finally in existence and working again. It worked for 2 hours after I bought it and pooped out ( Read more... )

After long events of fighting and tension with my roommates, I have made the definite decision to secede from the house after six months has past. Unless some attitudes change I think it is unhealthy for me to be there, which is unfortunate because I love them all dearly, and wish to be in harmony with all of household-kind. There are ( Read more... )

Well, I can't help but be utterly disgusted at myself...at least for the time being. I don't have a car, I don't have money, I feel like I'm intruding on my boyfriend's life. I've been sleeping a lot lately. I get tired at like eight o' clock now. For those who read this...well, you guys know that it isn't normal for me. But I digress...Its ( Read more... )

Alright... quick update---no more Ryan...he's way too possessive and weird. I'm a girl...I can be fickle goddamnit. I'm now seeing this really cool guy that drums in a punk band. He's really into Star Wars and he's turning me into an even bigger nerd than before. That's awesome with me! But I met a lot of cool people...got a kitten...found a ( Read more... )

ITs been a long couple of days. I haven't gotten hardly any sleep. I miss my people like crazy, though do now have almost definite plans to be there the 27th of Oct.-1st of Nov. YAY!! Halloween is only a month and a half away!!!!! ohhhh Yeah! Its gonna be awesome. I want to see the Hartleys, Pi, Ryan, and Lynzi. I can't wait. Those are my ( Read more... )