Okay I am at a down right now. The reason why is because the guy that I thought would be one of my very first and close best friend, I don't think it is going to work out. Because I feel that the kimitry that I see in us both I don't think he sees (gosh I sound like I am gay and love the boy,lol) and then like you have people who alway's gets in ( Read more... )

Okay I am at a down right now. The reason why is because the guy that I thought would be one of my very first and close best friend, I don't think it is going to work out. Because I feel that the kimitry that I see in us both I don't think he sees (gosh I sound like I am gay and love the boy,lol) and then like you have people who alway's gets in ( Read more... )

Okay can someone please explain to me, why every time I decide to write in my journal I am half a sleep? This really bug's me out because the things that I want to say I can't say because I have to explain it all and I am always to tired to do that. On the other hand everything is going quit peachy. I will be getting out of school in about 5wk in ( Read more... )

oh boy it is morning and it is TGI friday, yeaaaaaah. I have a Social Studies test today that I didn't study for, then again who does because its not like she checks the test. Anyway I went to the most nastiest fast food restaurant called Sonics. I was pretty pissed off by it, because not only do I hate pickles on my sandwich,but the pickles that ( Read more... )

Okay I have so came to terms with my feeling now. I hope I will explain this to ya'll as I visioned it(explaining this). I might jump back and forth from subject to subject so bare with me and get ready for the ride. I might not say all that I want to say right this second either, so you might see a part to of this. Anyway I have decided for myself ( Read more... )

Okay yesterday was a rather depressing day (get into later)until I had went to audition for this chorus at this high school that I am going to. OKay first lets mention that I did not know that it was an audition, I just thought she wanted to hear our voices (from what she told me). But anyway getting to the point I had went in an audition not ( Read more... )

Okay, there was a period in my life were I had isolated myself alot of time from alot people (at school). Well that was awhile ago and I am no longer being isolated by myself. At the same time though I am talking and socializing with people that I care alot about but there is just no eye to eye connection (talking about friendship) with basically ( Read more... )

Okay I had just started writing the song "Papa", and I came across some tear's. It wasn't that the song its self that was making me break down, but for the simple fact that at the same time that I was writing it, I was thinking about the people who I care for the most in this world,which was mainly my sister who I was thinking of. If I haven't told ( Read more... )

Okay it is like late and I am extremely tired. Yet then again I have an awful lot to tell you people, so keep your eyes peeled tomorrow. I am working or was working on my chrildrens book but just trying to think that through got me tired. I am probably not making any sence as I am writing, but oh well. gots to go

Well its morning and I am awake, duuuuuuu. Anyway like all last night I could not stop worrying and thinking about one of my friend who is my partner for my children's book project for class. The reason why I am so worried about him, is because he is going through a depression. And its like I can't really help him (give him advise)because he doesn' ( Read more... )