Okay like last night I was talking to one of my good friends from NCSA online, and I was just telling her how bored I was and crap because there was like nothing else to do. Then the idea came into my head to redesign my room. So of course I was really excited about it, because I have always wanted to redue and design the room I have. So when I got ( Read more... )

Okay just leting you guy's know that for the next two weeks I probably won't get a chance to write in my journal any. I am going to be soooooo busy at NCSA that it isn't even going to be funny ( Read more... )

okay I am really emotional right now, because today was my last day at my school. I have just about everyones # on my year book and signature ( Read more... )

Okay this is crazy, I went to bed at like 5:30pm when I came home from school and I just woke up like not that long ago like at 12:21am,lol. Its kind of ironic because I wasn't even that tired or I didn't feel that tired rather. Maybe its because my body is tired and my brain is pretty much fried from EOG testing, which was all this week. Speaking ( Read more... )

You know I want to love someone, but it is sooo hard to love someone that you are not in love with(duuuuu).Anyway its like it is really hard for me to find someone that truly loves me and that I feel loved by them. The reason why this is, is because my first love (and still my love)was a mortal (God)and its like when you've known and have had a ( Read more... )

Well wasn't it a rather odd and wild morning on bus today. My two friends and I got into a debate over BET and how it is no longer black owned, and with that happening alot of the good educationally/black culture shows are gone (most of them)like Teen Sumit and that show with Tavis Smiley (I hate what they did to him) and they don't even run the ( Read more... )

okay I am so sorry that I have not written in awhile, its just I have been sort of busy lately with school and just getting alot of things straighten out for my departure for NCSA this summer before I leave school for good ( Read more... )

Well today went pretty smooth , although I had a chorus concert that I did not want to go to but had to because it was a grade and it is 50% of the total grade average of the quarter. So if you do your math, if I decided not to go then I would only get the 50% participation and not the other 50 which is the concert, so I'll get an F ( Read more... )

Okay I am so glad I wrote that email to Jeremy, I mean it is everything I want to say to him and more. I am just so pround of how I told my life, I mean it just kind of flowed with feeling. I soooooooo can't wait tell his reply It is kind of crazy because I am like checking my email every couple of hours,lol. Anyway I apologize for the thing being ( Read more... )

Hey jay ( Read more... )