self disrespect

[eareeve]

Pardon my bitching but:

I'm not sure what my problem is.
All of the sudden I'm struck with a what-the-fuck-am-I-doing-type feeling.
I'm so disappointed in myself.

I don't really want to be that type of woman.

Yet here I am, making a complete ass out of myself willing to sacrifice just about anything for "love".
Truth is, love wouldn't really ask me to

Comments

[tocatin]

anything that gets you to use the word schlemiel as often as you do is fine by me.

just cause i like the word.

[tocatin]

....but i don't know what it means

[tocatin]

...help?

[eareeve]

In general, it means "loser" but more specifically someone who is chronically unlucky.

[johnnyboynine]

i vote for covnent, but that's just cause I know how much you want to move to texas!!!!

[eareeve]

Right, you must also know how much I never want to get laid again.

[johnnyboynine]

see, now your pushing it. don't you know what "really" goes on inside those places :)

[eareeve]

Whatever goes on in there, I'm fairly certain it's not hot dickings...which is kinda all I want out of life.