nothing really matters

[eareeve]

2-8 weeks she has.

She doesn't even think she's sick.

Now I have to go home and be some kind of rock for these people who...*shudder*

Will I get time to grieve?  Or will I be too busy "making friends" with my awful family?

I shouldn't be so bitter.
Fuck it.  Yes I should.

Comments

[johnnyboynine]

how soon are you leaving?? This shit sucks, nothing good about it.
I'd love to hang out if you ever need some company.

[eareeve]

I'm leaving Tuesday. Thanks for the offer but I'm afraid I'm just going to be a slobbering mess for awhile...not that it really matters, I guess. I'm sure I'll be in touch while I'm gone.

[johnnyboynine]

nothing wrong with a slobbering mess...
let me know if you change your mind.

[tocatin]

why 2-8 weeks?

i'm sorry emily
i'm glad you get to go home another time and see her.
if you ever need someone to talk/cry to you can always call me up and i'll come over, we could even play some music if you're up to it.