today i sat in the sun and did my homework.

today i sat in the sun and painted designs on my skin.

man, san mateo is ignoring me. on the other hand.. i love tequillia (sp?)

you're only the best i ever had.

it's hard to let go of something you love, even if it's only an concept, a feeling. at least i had it for a little while. i hope you find/ found some beautiful kind woman that gives you fun and pleasure. she had better be hot, and genuine. you deserve no less.

oh man, today was an overall fantasic day ( Read more... )

well i made it three days.

i'm fucking lonely.

i feel like such an idiot.

tonight i have to:

write half an essay,
print out math and hopefully complete it,
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tomarrow i have to:

eat something,
go to class and hopefully turn in math,
go to slug books,
go to the gym,
write other half of essay,
go to class and turn in essay,
relax,
party.

damn you ( Read more... )

i need cuddles.

i should stop thinking about him, i mean, he's not here, and there's nothing i can do about that. it was a good time though. i shouldn't miss it, i should just be glad it happened in the first place, which i am. but still, i miss him. ha! i laugh at myself, i'm being rediculous, over a guy, not thats anything new, well it is actually, but anyway it ( Read more... )