tease me
touch me
make  me scream

as long as i know
you want
me i'll scream
for you

i just wanted to kiss someone.

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!

me.

homework sucks. only 53 pages left, not including chapter two and philosophy. oh god, i'm going to drown in theory.

wow. what a beautiful day. let's tone those abs!

i mean i love him in a way i could correctly convey. it's like i feel this unbreakable connection, unconditional love between us. not like i'm in love with him, but yeah i can't explain it. and i could never tell him. he loves her so much, she makes him happy in a way i only hope i understand and i could never get in the way of that. for the sake ( Read more... )

why did i think that? how could i have thought to expect that of him?! i feel like such an idiot. so no more attempts at an emotional relationship. i just get hurt in the end. so why do i keep trying? fuck, it's not like i want some exclusive thing, just a little emotional attachment would be nice ( Read more... )

new tradition:
        drunken wednesday nights!

i feel awful. i wish someone would give me hugs and play with my hair.

happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me!
happy birthday to sasha!
happy birthday to me!