I am officially speechless at how pointless some peoples journals are. Some of them sound like they have the vocabulary of an eight year old. But I really don't care I just read them to pass the time till I leave this God-forsaken place. Just 38 more days. It seems like an eternity. I hope it gets here fast.

i have to give credit to my new icon to omgicons. she makes really good python icons as well as other categories of icons.

Sadness and depression no longer ail me. For now I only suffer from Rage and Anger now. I came so close to experiencing real happiness when it was stolen from me at the zero hour of commencement and now I sit in this cage, always failing when things look bright. It never ends. Now they have all done it, a clean sweep. Everyone I know. They did ( Read more... )

Madness, a state of mind reached when a person is driven to the brink. Some call it insanity, I call it madness for insanity is impossible to control but madness, with great discipline, can be controlled. I know this for I have experienced madness on numerous occasions recently. It is caused by loneliness. I frequently go numb for the madness ( Read more... )

the following link leads to a story about a tribute to a hardcore football fan and is sad yet sweet

http://sports.espn.go.com/nfl/news/story?id=2101713

The pain is undeniable, though is easily forgettable when the rapture fills my veins. Along with the pain I forget everything that ails me. I no longer think, I only feel. The feeling I have is intense and is the only thing that keeps me going. No one can help me now. Only the steel gives me the power I deserve. But I digress for the power ( Read more... )

The Pistons lose the NBA Championship 4 games to 3 to the awesome San Antonio Spurs. The Finals MVP was Tim Duncan, who was dare i say en fuego in game 7. Duncan was unstoppable in the 2nd half making shot after shot(I would give you the exact stats but i don't feel like looking online for awhile for an entry 5 people are gonna read.) The ( Read more... )

The solitude eats at me like a virus ( Read more... )

Down at a English fair ( Read more... )

im drivin down highway 40 in my big ol pickup truck
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OHHH! I dare you to say that again except this time say Brak I love ya.