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so much on my mind!

the first of many lasts this year :/
well im still pumped!

or 'right' with me?

i got another boy's phone number tonight.
i feel so mean and guilty.

i called my sister today to tell her about a boy i've just met.
and she just said "im not even excited anymore, they dont last"
and that really broke my heart, because that really only happened once this summer
even though i still feel pretty guilty.
but i told her about him anyway
and i dont really care because either way, new friends are always

bah, i always start blogs, journals, etc., write about 10 entries and then stop all together.
and i just read a few old entries, lol at my "artistic writing" i should really stop trying so hard.
speaking of that, i recently read catcher in the rye for the first time (i know, im about 10 years late) and holden, the main character, goes around calling ( Read more... )

last night i went out to a movie (how creative..) with jeremiah and austin and lezli
we saw iron man.... it was alright and slightly intense
after that we went to gypsy's, because what else is open at 1am?
and then we broke into crowder park
which really isnt breaking in, because all you do is park across the street and walk over

but then we heard this ( Read more... )

i dont write as much as i should ( Read more... )

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i tried to write something really mysterious and abstract ( Read more... )

i wrote down a few words from a prayer today at church
and i asked a couple of friends what was their favorite word, it was pretty interesting
so lemme know what you think, i'm just curious

here
hungry
called
child
constant
feed us
reach
better
whole

tallies so far:
hungry - I
child - I
whole - III
constant - II