:: SIGH ::

i dont even know what to think right now, my heart is so heavy and i cant even explain to people why. well i know why, but i cant explain it. yeah. lets just say i think i might have screwed up the hugest blessing God has given me in a long time. yeah. its been an amazing past two days so we'll see how the rest of the week goes.

:/

well i actually survived last week. at somepoints i really wasnt sure i would make it, but i did! yay! having three midterms, a lab report due and a project for my education class all due in the same week that i left on thursday night for home and worked 20 hours was a ton. when i update from my computer again i'm gonna post some pictures from last ( Read more... )

yeah i havent updated this thing in years and a half it seems. i apologize for that. its been a long week physically, emotionally, academically and spiritually. i dont really even know half the time why i keep this up, i dont know if anyone ever reads it, and if they do, what does my life matter to them. i havent had time to write any deep thoughts ( Read more... )

one more night of sharing a room. ahhh... i am so ready to not be sharing a room with two other people. i love my roommates and all but sleep is not usually easy to come by. last night i was so excited cause i actually slept through the night. it has been freezing cold in our room at night lately and i've been outnumbered with people who voted to ( Read more... )

this week has been an emotional rollercoaster. well for me a roller coaster isnt very much outwardly, but in my heart, wow it has. i'm so excited to go home and see my family and just hang out with them again, and of course to see my boots and oscar. yay. and the sooner i leave here the sooner i get to move into my house up in marquette. keith even ( Read more... )

i will have you know, i am now officially done with 7am classes. i cant believe i made it a full semester having a class that early. sure i have an 8am next semester two days a week, but its not 7 so thats good. alright, off to take my morning nap. have a wonderful day all!

the days just fly by! why is it that it seems the older we get the faster the time goes by? maybe one of these days i should take jon's idea to freeze time. i mean he seems to be doing pretty good on his experiment of only sleeping every other night. and i must admit yesterday i was more wide awake then i usually am and that was after only three ( Read more... )

yay for today ( Read more... )

well theres not a whole lot to update about on this front, but i figured it would be okay to make an update anyways ( Read more... )

just to let you know, i'm doing much better now. after skipping my 7am class and chapel and lunch and sleeping from 7-1215 instead and then having time hangin with kb tonight i'm doing much better.