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My head feels like it's going to burst from pressure.

I hate hate hate Valentines day. I hate that it's coming up so soon. I hate that I have to work on it. I want to go out to dinner with my girls. I just hope we can make it ( Read more... )

Wahoo! I have a ticket to Taste of Chaos. I'm uber excited. I get to see 30 seconds to mars for the third time in a year. It's at Arco so I won't freak out and panic like the last time I saw them. I'm excited. And there will be loads of cute boys to have at... I mean... to meet. Yeah ( Read more... )

So I had the "Talk" with the boy. We are just going to be friends, which is fine with me. I think that if it were to turn out differently, I would have freaked. I'm not ready for a relationship. I'm happy that our friendship won't change. I'm happy that we are still friends. I'm happy that he's my friend ( Read more... )

So school has started again. So far it's not bad. Not great, but not bad. I like my classes and teachers, but I'm so upset that I am completely lost in German. These are the next 2 years that I didn't take in high school, but I thought I would know something. He speaks almost always in German and talks fast and I have no idea what he's saying ( Read more... )

So I am really sad that my Grandpa in my second family is in the hospital. I'm going to miss him, he isn't going to make it out. I drove by their house with no one home. I really would like to say good-bye but I'm terrified of hospitals ( Read more... )

So my younger sister decided to be divine intervention between me and the boy. She messaged him on myspace and told him that I talk about him constantly *hint hint* and that he can't tell me or I'd kill her ( Read more... )

So far in this new year, I've continued to be sick. I hate being sick. It seems that I am getting worse and not better ( Read more... )

Happy Holidays everyone. I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday break with whatever holiday you celebrate. I dislike how I always have to be woken up to open gifts. 6am!!! I was so not happy. I couldn't even see straight when I got in the house. I was just grumpy. I did get a stereo for my car and $200 giftcard to Dimple Records. I got a punching ( Read more... )