i am free i tell myself.
i am free.

and then i go back to being without and wanting you
if this is freedom
i dont want to be free.

if this were right and easy.
i would agree to be free.
but this isn't and i wont.
so i must search for my freedom elsewhere.

earth sets in.

glass: sharp and edgy glass is interpreted as changing conditions ( Read more... )

http://kevan.org/johari?name=may+may

fuckin spill the beans

i feel like luna must feel right now at this very moment.. she is pawing me and standing on my knees..and trying to get my attention and licking my face.. so on and so on ( Read more... )

trippin to a realization ( Read more... )

this morning i woke up fucking scared out of my mind i had a night mare about jenny and bre and i were about to die... (long story) but to sum it up we were in this stadium by the ocean and tidal waves kept coming in and we climbed higher and higher away from the pandemonium.. jenny got hurt and i carried her and then in the end right before i woke ( Read more... )

:i speak for my own solace ( Read more... )

i wish i would stop dreaming about my long time ex of a jenny ( Read more... )

you know what i think ( Read more... )

i found a cool commune that im seriously considering for when this lease goes up.. check it out.........

twinoaks.org

much love, me and luna