I am craving him. Craving his presence.
I am David in the wilderness, panting after him as a deer pants after water.
I am seeing him at a distance, just past the tree line.
I am seeking I am.

 Being married is difficult. It's wonderful and brilliant but very difficult. It is so new. It's is strange to have to meld completely with another person. Nothing is your own anymore. Your money, your time, your food, your body -- it is all his as much as it's mine. Its getting easier as the months pass but I find myself frightened sometimes by ( Read more... )

I have returned from the great abyss that is not having the internet!
So excited to be back online so I can reconnect with folks in Windsor and England... It was like living in a cave I swear... and it didn't help matters that I didn't have TV either...

Anyways - gotta get ready for work. New job = RW & Co... worst...
Be blessed!

Getting married in two more sleeps! YIKES!
I can't believe its here!

I GET MARRIED IN A MONTH! YAY!

I am packing my life in to boxes. Everything since I was five has been in this house. It's all in boxes. All are marked fragile. There are books and albums. There are drawings and paintings. There are stuffed animals that will never leave my bedside wherever that may be. One month and this will no longer be my home. It's a bitter sweet life to give ( Read more... )

 Goodbye Facebook, we had good times.  Alas, you and I spend an unhealthy amount of time together, so its time to end this. I don't think we should even try to be friends after this, its over, I can't see you anymore.

Tonight was grand. I'll write in full tomorrow, but to state a few important facts before I slip into sleep. I am getting married in 5 months. My resolution? To not let marriage be a pit fall to my dreams of being a teacher. I'm going to work harder than ever this year at my last semester of school - I'm going to bust my rear for a chance at ( Read more... )

As my wedding fast approaches and my anxiety increases, I've continued to gain, not loose, more weight. I've had enough. I'm finally going to really be disciplined this time. So I got a trainer. I bought new shoes. I bought a waterbottle. I downloaded some workout tunes. It's time to drop 35lbs and feel better about my body. This is for me. Not for ( Read more... )

Happy Christmas!
Happy Birthday Jesus!!