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[eastclintwood]

I feel melancholic. The anxiety is mostly gone, I feel fantastic, but then there is this melancholic feeling that keeps coming back to me. I don't have anything left to blame, school is over and I have time to rest. I'm happy, but empty. Emptiness has returned to me, from being filled with anxiety and sadness and frustration..to nothingness. I feel

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[seagull_life]

Nike ;A; ♥

and feelings just suck don't they? it's super hard to talk about them or like show them, but if you don't, as you said, you rot and it's just, argh

and now I failed at being comforting, or just saying something not stupid, but yeah, sorry for that, but yeah, just so you know, ilu lots and you are so amazing ;A; ♥

[eastclintwood]

you didn't fail or say anything stupid dear asdfg ♥ just a single comment shows me that you are here and such :) ilu2 a lots and you are amazing!

[seagull_life]

♥♥♥♥
let's meet soon and have the best time okay? ♥

[eastclintwood]

absolutely ;) ♥

[rori_line]

Sometimes the nothingness is a relief compared to all those other emotions that keep bursting out. But after a while when all you're left with is nothingess it's unbearable. I know how you feel and I don't know how to fill the emptiness and I also think everybody have their own way of filling it.

It's not ok to feel ashamed of your feelings but I do it as well, by writing or talking about them you eventually start to feel less ashamed about what you feel and why. I want you to feel comfortable when talking to us (your friends) about all that you feel so don't push it and you're the only one that can decide which feelings are important.

I'll help you as much as you want, with listening or giving advice (I have been going to therapy for a while now and I've learnt some techniques). Whatever you feel the most comfortable with, we're here!

[eastclintwood]

Yeah, you are probably right, it makes sense. I guess we'll just have to find a way. :)

I do feel very comfortable and relaxed talking to you guys, but then yeah, I just need to come out of my little shell, nice and slowly, til I feel aware that I do have those feelings sometimes. i appreciate your help and concern very much, you are amazing! ♥♥