Whats wrong?

[eastonroc]

I hate saddness! Its like an addictive drug that sucks you in! Its a completely unnecissary emotion. As i go through my day there are moments of fun and laughter, moments of thought, moments of expereincing joy, but when all is said and done, i lay in bed at night in saddeness. See...this is a result of watching people. Its like i see right through

Comments

[deathtoyestrday]

Have you read "Shattering Your Strongholds"?

jJ

hello easton.

[jennriegel]

long time no whatever. you are a very introspective person. i wonder if maybe you are projecting your thoughts on other people? i'm not sure that everyone walking around is thinking about killing themselves :( life can be sad but there is so much beauty, everywhere, inside of you, all around you. who said it? augustine perhaps? without shadows we would not notice the light? something like that? anyway

Re: hello easton.

[eastonroc]

Hey jen, nice to hear from you. As to you comment... obviously everyone is not walking around contemplating suicide, i have just been surrounded by a lot of tramatic things happening to people i know. for instance...i had a friend i thought i knewbut recently found out he was in jail for 8 years for crack and had recently went back to it. as much as i was there for him and tried to show him the love of Christ, he is now gone! SO its not so much that i am sad myself. Instead its from looking around at the beautiful world God has created and seeing so many lost hurting people.

Anyway... i hope to come to memphis in the near future to get the rest of my stuff. I am moving to portland,OR. Also i have read those books they are great. tell rich i said hi!!!